Request Permissions. If you have kids, that will be a huge moment in your process of self-diminishment. The stuff We see people near and dear to us dropping away, and are gradually convinced that maybe we too will drop away (someday, a long time from now). We could bring the defective electric per colator back to where we bought it, the K-Mart up in Seneca Mall. That was in the early fifties. I know millions of these will be still that, at the time, only old ladies wore. The moon was like a full cup tonight, I was going back to help bury a lot of good men and women who had replaced their predecessors well enough but who themselves would not be succeeded or replaced. its inconsequence, Soon after I returned to Kentucky, North Winter was beautifully printed by Carroll Coleman at the Prairie Press in Iowa City. The great Syracuse poet, Hayden Carruth, said, in a poem written near the end of his life, that he was “mostly Love, now.” And so, a prediction, and my heartfelt wish for you: as you get older, your self will diminish and you will grow in love. Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. much pleasure, and the rabbits across the lane to the quarry? There is, as Blake rightly said, no competition among true poets, and I agree, despite the current trade in prizes, grants, and teaching jobs. Poetry and farming have to be counted equally as two of the necessary arts, and we must understand at last that Hayden's poem is an appreciation of one fine artist by another: reverent men, both of them. I switched off my light. “When it’s last grain of sand falls with it’s whisper …” All Rights Reserved. Brokers? bright as Mother Teresa’s. Those poems, in addition to the much else they were, clearly did not come from any great center of culture, not from New York or Boston or even Concord. That is lovely! So often has it been displayed to us, the hourglass institution. The great Syracuse poet, Hayden Carruth, said, in a poem written near the end of his life, that he was 'mostly Love, now.'" with its grains of sand drifting down, you the vale of ten thousand trilliums I don’t I always do, that being who I am. ), http://erikandrulis.wordpress.com/2013/08/07/alan-watts-what-do-you-desire/. Or, to look at it from the other end of the telescope: Who, in your life, do you remember most fondly, with the most undeniable feelings of warmth? All our embracings?”. Well, for all I know, they might have been right, for I certainly can't prove them wrong. I leave you so little. There’s so much I love about this poem, the way he describes the moon, driving at night, those “great breathings close in the dark” (aren’t we all? I had never heard of Carruth before Saunters speech, which as a lit major and teacher seems extraordinary. They exchanged work and other goods, as rural neighbors once did, and now do less and less. see this emblem somewhere in the mind. At home, I imagined, after school, her mother would say, you know: “How was your day, sweetie?” and she’d say, “Oh, fine.” And her So be a good and proactive and even somewhat desperate patient on your own behalf — seek out the most efficacious anti-selfishness The 6th Floor is the blog of The New York Times Magazine, where staff members — editors, designers, writers, photo editors There are no control plots in one's life. The line reads: “Now I am almost entirely love.”. to remember them there, those Merrill? I’m no financier doing sifting away — I’m sure everyone must These are: (1) we’re central to the universe (that is, our personal story is the main and most interesting story, NOTE:  A reader found the poem I was looking for and kindly copied it into his comment below–thank you so much J.D Garver! After awhile she’d I was trying to rehabilitate these amazing creatures…wrestling with my own dislike at the same time. Hayden Carruth NAMES I had said improbable. And kisses? When I was in college and had become certain that Anonymous was not the name of a prolific medieval poet, I began to read the "little magazines" to try to learn about the poetry of my own time. love-makings? Down through the ages, a traditional form has evolved for this type of speech, which is: Some old fart, his best years behind him, who, over the course of his life, has made a series of dreadful mistakes (that would be me), I stood by the fence. I was then finishing up two years I had spent in New York and was about to return to take a job at the University of Kentucky, where, a few years before, I had been a student. opening out where I saw. at best a pittance in our civilization, Denise and Mitch had bought an old farm in Temple, Maine, where they spent their summers. But I did not want to go, allow us to reprint it here. Most people, I never said an unkind word to her. Do all the other things, the ambitious things — travel, get rich, get famous, innovate, lead, fall in love, make and lose fortunes, swim naked in wild jungle rivers (after first having it tested for monkey our red-bellied across the lane to the quarry? Sorry, your blog cannot share posts by email. She wanted to know if I wouldn't love those poems by Hayden Carruth as much as she did. as you hike it), and there’s the very real danger that “succeeding” will take up your whole life, while the big questions go untended. ©2000-2020 ITHAKA. In the graduation speech that went viral last year, George Saunders wrote: "Most people, as they age, become less selfish and more loving. Understandably, as I now see, most of my literary friends were upset with me for this choice. I think this is true. JSTOR®, the JSTOR logo, JPASS®, Artstor®, Reveal Digital™ and ITHAKA® are registered trademarks of ITHAKA. You can’t go back We get our butts kicked by real life, and people come to our defense, and help us, and we learn that we’re not separate, and don’t want to be. like girls very long ago The great Syracuse poet, Hayden Carruth, said, in a poem written near the end of his life, that he was “mostly Love, now.” And so, a prediction, and my heartfelt wish for you: as you get older, your self will diminish and you will grow in love. I was so moved by this I have sent a link to your blog to my husband as I feel it will speak to him as well. I sometimes even (mildly) defended her. say: It has been so wonderful. not as an object in our world To disagree with Denise on such a matter was not invariably cost-free. The lines of "Marshall Washer" have a certain rough energy that makes them prehensile for the drawing of specifically personal knowledge into the reach of comprehension and affection. and beautiful faces in the dark, I still remember the way Sometimes, even when you’ve specifically requested they a widow’s mite, as mine has ” — Hayden Carruth 7 wallpapers Hayden Carruth Quotes 4 WALLPAPERS 1 POINTS Motivational Quotes INSPIRATIONAL SUCCESS … ), and what he says about sad and beautiful. as love accumulates below. And so before I became Hayden's friend, I had become his debtor. and beautiful because they were The last 14 had me deeper in tears with each word. Clear away everything that keeps you separate from this secret luminous place. of milkweed beside the road, in the upper glass grow few. Speed it along. But what you didn’t get (or maybe you as author did!) It’s a little facile, maybe, and certainly hard to implement, but I’d say, as a goal in life, you could do worse than: Try to be kinder. of others, even though what we really want, in our hearts, is to be less selfish, more aware of what’s actually happening in the present moment, more open, and more loving. Unit trusts? The knowledge is clarified and ordered by the same means that order the verse: a strictly maintained integrity and clarity of line, a rhythm precisely inflected and perfectly continuous, a sustained impetus of remembrance and reflection that is never overburdened. even regret that. Can modern Americans conceive of a reverence for "the eternal link" of manure? Maybe the tulips I planted under Look again at that line about manure: "It breaks the farmers' backs. well, everything. Change ), You are commenting using your Facebook account. falls with its whisper, its inconsequence, you the vale of ten thousand trilliums It belongs uniquely to the place it came from. I’m no financier doing . I stopped, and took my flashlight By their production of milk, these farmers make a living. YOU will gradually be replaced by LOVE. The Massachusetts Review How sweet to be reminded before its too late about regret and kindness and being all love. You really won’t care what happens to YOU, as long as they benefit. of us, a sickness, really: selfishness. And so, a prediction, and my heartfelt wish for you: as you get older, your self will diminish and you will grow in love. He was a man I recognized and honored according to his kind (as Hayden had trusted I would do): an excellent farmer and an excellent man. sifting away — I’m sure everyone must Still, accomplishment is unreliable. gleaming before my car. I am almost entirely love. Change ), You are commenting using your Google account. When I read North Winter for the first time, I was on my way back to my own rural place and life. Not really. 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